i couldnt cry because i want allowed.

/edited.

let me see what i wanna blog about. heh!

stayed over at rachel's house again this week, did lotsa shopping too.

hit town on wednesday(where i bought my adidas windbreaker already!!), and then yesterday, went to plaza sing for some aimless and unproductive shopping. hahaha.

had actually wanted to go back to visit the horrendous-looking uniform school, but changed our minds after that.(cos the uniform is really too horrible.)

dreamt of my late maternal grandmother a couple of days ago. sweet memories aroused. i miss her badly suddenly. :'(

yuppyupp, so i kind of have settled what i want about you. nahhhh, i dont know if i will regret at some point in life later on.

which means, another of my new year's resolution is to stop being so soft-hearted and fickle-minded.

oh yea, talked to Queen just recently. hahaha

yeyyyyy! she's bringing me to her old school and also to haagen dazs! LOL. :D

-runs around her!

oh btw, i cant believe loyang sec won over raffles in the Arena.

hahaha, loyang sec was ermmm, very very very lucky i would say.

their speech wasnt at all strong. and they stumbled in their speech so much! (okie, though raffles stumbled too) -laughs.

but seriously though, loyang sec should have brought out the point that, if good looks so dont matter then why is it that both raffles and loyang including the judges, and adrain pang had all put up make up before the show? simple as that, to look good luh!!! HAHAHA!

thats about all i have to rant about as for now. goodbye! (:

If my tears could write a love song,

I'd write a love song for you,

It would explain just how I feel inside

and how much I love you too.

But, dreams are only dreams

and wishes seldom come true,

My tears can't write a love song,

but when they fall, they fall for you.

if we had really been meant for each other, i believe i can still find you, next time.

i know you dont, and never will.

stereo_loud; listen.