even spongebob cannot make me smile anymore.

this is how effin sad im now.

i burst into tears all of a sudden in the bus.

good thing i had my shades on.

i'd cried till my eyes feels acidic and hot now.

i'velostmysenseofdirection.idontknowwhereiamgoingorwhereicango.ifeellikegivingupnow,period.