Love is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

boooooo! alright, today's goinna be another rotting day for me again. (well, what's new huh?) haaha. and yes, i've changed the background song in my blog againnnn. i know i know! i change the songs faster than i change my underwears! hahaha. dont take it serious. its just a analogy. :P well, hopefully this song's gonna stay in my blog pretty long. quite meaningful luh. guess i'll just be kind and share with you the lyrics. (: dont say im mean huh!

Amber Pacific - If I Fall.

This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping then someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all and all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...

How can I say...
Say I'll be okay...

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need...

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own
And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...

hmmm, tribe camp was from friday to sunday, which means its over already. wenyan and pamela were like asking me to go. haha, i would love to, but i was meeting peiying already, so i couldnt go, and anyway the feeling's kinda wierd already. erm, know what i mean? besides, i havent been attending church regularly, only going when i feel like, or going only when my friends are going too. i know i ought to take God more seriously, but excuses are always getting the better of me. and erm, i dont know if i should say this, but, i kind of dread cell. hmmm, nevermind, i dont want to expand on this topic. yea, digressing a bit, so like there will be class chalet tomorrow, yeyyyy! i miss 4i :D and then the next day gonna head down to jalan kayu with rachel and have prata session with daniel. kinda looking forward to the chalet though. hmmm, maybe because the class brings back memories of cvss? sigh. i dont wish to brood on the subject of school but it seems like everything i do has got to do with school. well, name me something that doesnt link with school then. parties, fun, shopping, suntanning? right, so how i wished my life could be more interesting and much more vibrant. pooofs, what i dreaded life i've got in here. sighhhhhhhhhhhh. but then again, you guys ought to be proud of me. though currently my life's like 72% way out of track(just a random number), at least i havent been slashing my wrist in agony, or crying till my eyes are of no difference of the goldfish, or those things that 'emo people' are doing, erm, like scribbling 'life sucks' on their chuck taylor high cut shoes. hahaha, see, so you ought to be proud of me. though life cant be much suckier now, at least im brave and strong! im holding on! yea, starts singing hold on by good charlotte. :P oh btw, no offence to those emo people ar, i was only stating an example. haha, let me tell you something, i was scrolling up what i've typed above, and just realised i've blabbered one lenghty post. oppps, sorry to behave like one old grandmother. hahaha, well, to make it up, i'll find nice pictures that can cheer myself up okie? i know you guys were expecting me to say find pictures that can cheer you all up. bleah, you guys can wait long long arh, as if i know what stuffs can make you all happy. haha!

okie, pictures galore, and all of you can heave sighs of relief that i'm finally shutting up my mouth and gonna stop blabering for this entry.(:

i remember as a kid, i would be so possesive of any helium balloons given to me. i would rarely let go of my balloons and let it fly high up into the sky. but now come to think of it, how nice it would be, if we could just write down all our sorrows and troubles onto all the colourful helium balloons, and let them take our sorrows away. well, and i mean our sorrows would really be gone after that too. haha(:

i'd always love receiving presents when i was young, and even till now. mind you, my language of love is gifts. seriously, receiving presents is such a bundle of joy. and i mean presents of all kind. man made ones to erm, expensive ones. they seriously do make my day. and im not being materialistic here arh.

children brighten up my days too. :P their child-like innocence and laughters. awwwww, so irresistable luh. erm, and im talking about children that dont wail up in public at the top of their lungs for god-damn-knows-what reasons.

see?! get what i mean? so cute right? even eating watermelons and talking on the phone can make them so happy. hahaha.












omg, i so love this pictue luh. of course of the fact that the little girl is cute. but also that the fact the picture's yellow in colour! hahaha, yellow is such a cheerful colour luh. i love yellow! :D

crayons are also a very good way to express all unhappiness what. why bother slashing your wrist? hahaha, joke arh. (:

look at her expression receiving a gift. ahhhhhhhhh, priceless! :)

woah, how could i forget this. i remebering when i was a little younger, i like searching online for videos of lava lamps and then watch these lamps blooper and bloob. hehehe.

optical illusions can make me happy too! try this out for fun. stare at the 4 vertical dots in this picture for about 30-60 secs. and then look at a piece of white wall. what do you see? Jesus! (:

looking at motivational pictures can sure motivate you. hahha, goodness what on earth am i talking. well, i went online and search for these pictures, and found quite alot of cheesy ones. well, i mean its pretty lame like a positive attitude is a powerful force.... it cant be stopped. oh yea? then define me between positive and negative attitude then. hahaha, see what i mean? well, just as i was saying, i found these three not-so-cheesy motivational pictures, and would like to share with all of you. haha enjoy!(: the first one goes, PURPOSE; For every action, there's a purpose.

this is the second one, DETERMINATION; Life's only limitations are the ones we make.

Ta-dah! last but not least, CHALLENGE; Greatness is only achieved in the absence of fear.

woah, i know all of you must be very motivated now ar. hahha, alright, thats all for my lengthy entry. catch you all soon!(:

take me to somewhere only you and i know.

Stereo_Loud; Gone So Young by Amber Pacific.