I am Sad

How does it feel,
When you realize you have been such a fool for so long.

How does it feel,
When the truth simply unveils right in front of you.

How does it feel,
When you have to pretend nothing had happened at all.

How does it feel,
When you cannot make any more sense.

How does it feel,
When you are being humiliated in such a manner.

How does it feel,
When you cannot do much about it.

How does it feel,
If you were in my shoes.

How does it feel,
If everyone cared.

How does it feel,
If you could speak with good purpose.

How does it feel,
If marginalization can put a stop to everything.

How does it feel,
If hearts do not break that easily.

How does it feel,
If Stars could still lead me now.

How does it feel,
Being the outsider.

How does it feel,
Being momentarily speechless.

How does it feel,
Being dispensable.

How does it feel,
Being a victim.

How does it feel,
Being an obnoxious swellhead.

How does it feel,
Being surrounded by nincompoops.